phew. What a relief. It's finally time to relax and kick it like old school. And if I say old school, I mean...
photography, scrapbooking, decorating my room, reading Macbeth, hanging out with friends, sketching, sweden application, sleeping and did I mention SAT practice? I have a 3 1/2 day to look up to.
I finally watched Juno. two words:the bomb!
I've been really busy this week. Finals are coming up! Crap!
The tension is high, you can feel my heartbeat pounding fast, feeling scared, nervous about what to do on the test.
Ok, I'm going to stop this cheesy statement. But seriously, its been really tiring these days. I had to do my Math animation project all by myself (my partner didn't help me). Also, I've been having bad sleeping habits for the past 3 weeks or so. Ok, so basically I go home from school and I take a nap. But for some reason, I can't hear the alarm clock so this made me sleep for about 6 hours. When the time I wake up, its already 9:00PM. Then from 9 to 3:AM, I had to go back to sleep. Odd, huh? It's like I'm living in a different country. This has been a weird routine for me and I need to stop it because according to an article, weird sleeping habits can lead to diabetis. Plus, it can double the risk of heart disease or something.
I really cant wait till I'm done with my finals.
...when there are misunderstandings and fights between you and your parents. Well, that time happened on Sunday.
Over a driver's liscense.
You see, I was going to take driving lessons during winter break but I have SAT classes. But this is not a reason why I can't take driving lessons because I only have SAT classes every Saturday morning. But my "so called mom" thought that she should postpone this. Instead of me taking driving lessons, she signed up for it and next month, she's hitting down the rode taking 911 lessons. This is a problem for me. Why is it a problem? Well, first of all 911 are for beginners. She isn't a beginner. She took driving lessons before and she even has her permit, I believe. Besides, she already had 2 road tests but she kept cancelling and postponing it because she said she isn't ready yet. When is she going to be ready? She's 37, for God's sake!
I was totally disappointed because I need to take driving lessons first. There's more than being independent. Having a driver's liscense means that I could go to school early without having tardies. My aunt gives me a ride every morning (I live really far from school) and trust me, I've already had so many tardies. Having a driver's liscense also means that I could avoid taking the bus or taxi every afternoon. All of these could mean a lot to me but my mom never realize these. She even said that I could have my driver's liscense when I'm 18. 18! Is she joking? That's the year when I'm in college!
But that's not all. Because she knew I was totally disappointed about this, she started talking about my attitudes and how I'm not religious anymore, all of these nonsense. What does this have to do with driver's liscense? This is off topic. It made me super mad why she started talking about these crap and because of this, she gave me huge consequences like she's going to sell my snowboarding equipments and she also threaten me that I dont have money from my account. Oh, and you know what else? She grounded me from going snowboarding with my friend. (My friend invited me and her mom paid for it...but I guess I just have to pay her back)
This is too crazy for me! Why do mothers always think they're right all the time?
I've come to a point in my life where I have to take the most stupidest ass test ever.
Or as others call it, the SAT. This is going to be fun. *cough*
I'm really bummed that I can't go to Australia anymore for a summer exchange program. England (only has semester program) and Australia used to be my top destinations. Scholarships and applications were due last week. Blahh! I do have two choices though. I can either wait next year (but I might be going to Japan next year) or I can choose another destination. But I can't decide between these two countries. Sweden or Germany?
What do you have to say?
(Note: Ranting is applied in this blog)
I had a really bad day today...
It all started out in Team Sports. As I've told you in my previous blog, I am really not athletic. So, as I was playing volleyball today, I got hit in the head. I looked around and 2 people just laughed at me. What was so funny about that? I cussed at him, not because I got hit in the head ( it could have been an accident) but because he was laughing at me. He said he was sorry but why was he laughing? FUCKTARDS! There was nothing to laugh at. Seriously, most people in this class are acting way childish and immature. Its like they haven't hit puberty yet. Geesh! And just because they are fucking pro in playing volleyball, doesn't mean they can laugh at me or anyone else who cant play well.
"Your opponent is this way...not there!"
"Omg! It's the best player on the team"
You know what? FUCK YOU! I dont need your opinion about how bad I am in volleyball. I already knew that!
But I'm not going to overreact way to much from this. I just need to get this out. Since this whole thing happened today, I'm going to challenge myself to take soccer classes or any kind of sports. I am going to prove to them that this girl can also be athletic and clever at the same time.
I hate having . It hurts like a MOTHERF***ER!
Sorry, but you dont have any idea how I'm feeling. Of course, girls always have cramps. But I really have an irregular menstruation cyle. So, it hurts even more. Gosh, I really hope no boys are reading this. It's quite awkward.
It's 1:06 AM in the morning. 9 more hours and I'm off to my PE class running like crazy while feeling bloated. Speaking of PE, I really hate how I'm not good at sports. I mean, I love sports but I suck at it. The only sport that I can play well is badminton. Although, I dont consider it as a competetive sport. I'm really really interested in soccer though. If there's one thing I could have more in me, I would definitely choose to be athletic. You see, if a person is really athletic there's a tendency that that person could get scholarship in college easily.
I am no jock, not even athletic. I am a type of person who is more academic. (well in some cases)
I got my first over drop fee. You might be asking, how did this happen? Shopping? Actually, no. It all started when I was riding a taxi from the library to my house. My aunt didn't give me a text informing me that she wasn't having a day off full day. So that means, I didn't have a ride to go home. I glanced at the taximeter and crap...$30 already! I only had $14 dollars cash. I told the driver to drop me off at Wells Fargo so I can withdraw some money from my savings account.
SHIT!
The transaction cannot be processed at this time. So, I asked the driver to drop me off at Bank of America which was located all the way down at the hill. But you see, there was a traffic. The driver lost his patience so he turned around and he said that he can use his Addressograph Bartizan-a tool to transact credit cards (googled it). I really had no idea if the deduction was under checkings or savings. (NOTE: I didn't have money at my checkings) So, I paid $10 dollars in cash and $20 dollars from my visa.
Mom started rambling about this when she found out I had -16.91 from my checkings. So what's the lesson? Hesitate to the driver even though he can't control his patience. I really don't get it. Traffic=more money, right? So why did the driver went all crazy about this?
So, I haven't posted a blog in ages. Yeah, that's right. Blog not Vlog. You see, I really have no idea why I got into posting videos in youtube. For me, vlogging is more like entertainment. Watching other vlog videos that makes you think you're having conversation with them. It feels weird talking to a video camera that doesn't even have eyeballs gazing on you. Quite uncomfortable, I tell you. I have a feeling my neighbors are talking about how lunatic Kate is. Blogging on the other hand, is more serious. It's more like a diary except every person who stumble in this site can read how I express my feelings in different situation. Plus, its way more detailed! So, that's why I've decided to come back to blogging.
Before I end this blog, I would like to greet everyone (whoever reads this) a "HAPPY NEW YEAR"
Her name is Aquamarine. She has a great sense of responsibility and will no doubt guard your home without qualms.
